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Warning: This is an angry post, built off of a range of situations that has happened over the past year or two, and I will sound like a bit of a bitch in this but keep in mind that this is built off a lot of consistent frustration from a long period of time. Also keep in mind that this is not directed at any one individual, nor is it directed at any group of people I am associated with. It is a broad collection of frustrations towards situations that have occurred with various people.
First of all, I am so done taking shit off of people! I am so done with classless people, acting like they're better than me. I am tired of people who don't have the guts to say things to me directly, going behind my back talking to others about it. Nothing gets resolved with you talking shit to other people. All that does is create a really hostile awkward environment when it gets back around, because newsflash, it does. I know when people talk shit about me. I'm nice to most people, so most people let me know when you say shit about me. Not to mention, I'm pretty observant and I know how to tell when someone is talking shit about me by body language alone. I don't get why people create a bigger problem than the initial problem, instead of going to the source and working something out. I'm not an unreasonable person, but the more you talk shit about me, the more pissed I get and then the less likely I am to ever want to work with you towards any resolution. It angers me even more when you act all smiley to my face and then I hear from everywhere else but you that we apparently have a problem.
I'm also just done being people's bitch. I do certain things to be nice, not because I have to, and if I don't feel like going out of my way to revolve my world around you when you're nothing but rude to me, don't act like I'm the bitch there. If you want me to do things for you, try being nice for once, and I mean genuinely nice, not just nice to my face.
I'm tired of selfish people too. People who ruin your day for the sake of their own convenience. People who steal things for their own gain. People who will completely screw someone over when they could've helped them just for giggles or because they don't know how to get along well with others.
LIARS. I fricking hate liars. I pretty much never lie and to see someone blatantly have such low moral standing as to lie about just EVERYTHING for no apparent reason is frustrating to me. I understand white lies, but those who lie just for self gain and screw other people over in the process infuriate me.
I'm tired of designer brand bitches acting like they're better than me because I work at JCPenney and not Macy's or Nordstroms. Srsly, while your paying $200 for a pair of jeans, I'm getting them for $20, if that (with coupons the other day I got a pair for less than $3). They do the job just as well and are just as cute. I mean I like the designer stuff too, but on certain things it's just not practical. Why have one pair of pants when I could have ten for the same price? I'm also tired of people looking at me weird because of the way I dress. I get it, if the majority of people I'm around are older than me, I'm definitely the odd one out with my pink skinny jeans, but you have to remember, I'm twenty years old! I know I'm very driven for a twenty year old, and have accomplished quite a bit for someone my age (compared to the many people my age still trying to figure out what to do with their lives), but it doesn't change the fact that I'm barely not a teenager, and this is how a lot of twenty year olds dress. If it's not a time in which I'm needing to be seen as a professional, like when I'm at work or when I'm seeing patients, I don't see why I can't enjoy being young enough to get away with dressing weird. I want to enjoy being this age while I can, because in a few years I'm going to have to start wearing nicer things to get by in life. I see nothing wrong with me dressing this way and no reason to be snobbed for it.
I'm sick of people acting like total bitches without caring that other people have shit going on in their lives too. I've been in two car accidents in the past month and my back is killing me. I think my ankle is sprained. I've missed a ton of school and idk how I'm ever gonna make it up. I've been sick twice this term. Not to mention my parents are getting a divorce and other shit drama there that I won't even post here or discuss. I've had like 6 patient cancellations I've had to try desperately hard to fill or take a points deduction for (thank you to the classmates who helped me out on this one). If my patients don't all fit into my schedule perfectly my grade will take a major hit. Because of all this shit I feel like I'm losing control over schoolwork for the first time in my LIFE. I've never not been on top of things. I can't sleep because I can't find a comfortable position with my back and because whenever I do get to sleep I wake up with a panic attack because of school. I've worked hard for 8 years, sacrificed a lot (I rarely see my friends), and to have all this not in control freaks me out. To have people be total jerks on top of all of this is just uncalled for. I don't understand why it's so hard for some people to be nice. You don't know what other people's circumstances are so you should always treat people with respect. It takes soooo much less effort to just be nice to people than it is to clean up the mess you've made by being a bitch. Plus this is the first time in my life where I'm actually trying to be social with other people, and to have people act this way is just frustrating. It doesn't make me want to socialize with you when you're acting like you're better than me the entire time we're talking, or talk shit about me as soon as I walk away. I'm just done with this. I've done nothing but be nice, and yet you still have to find reasons to be totally rude to me. Now I'll probably get to hear about what a bitch I am for even writing this. I mean I'm sure I sound like a bitch here, but remember, this is a few years of frustration spewed out onto one page. I'm really not that unreasonable. If you have a problem with me, bring it up (politely) and we shall fix it, and I'll totally have respect for you for doing so. It takes a lot to be the kind of person who is upfront and real with people and I applaud those who do. I'm just so fed up with people who can't be real with people.
First of all, I am so done taking shit off of people! I am so done with classless people, acting like they're better than me. I am tired of people who don't have the guts to say things to me directly, going behind my back talking to others about it. Nothing gets resolved with you talking shit to other people. All that does is create a really hostile awkward environment when it gets back around, because newsflash, it does. I know when people talk shit about me. I'm nice to most people, so most people let me know when you say shit about me. Not to mention, I'm pretty observant and I know how to tell when someone is talking shit about me by body language alone. I don't get why people create a bigger problem than the initial problem, instead of going to the source and working something out. I'm not an unreasonable person, but the more you talk shit about me, the more pissed I get and then the less likely I am to ever want to work with you towards any resolution. It angers me even more when you act all smiley to my face and then I hear from everywhere else but you that we apparently have a problem.
I'm also just done being people's bitch. I do certain things to be nice, not because I have to, and if I don't feel like going out of my way to revolve my world around you when you're nothing but rude to me, don't act like I'm the bitch there. If you want me to do things for you, try being nice for once, and I mean genuinely nice, not just nice to my face.
I'm tired of selfish people too. People who ruin your day for the sake of their own convenience. People who steal things for their own gain. People who will completely screw someone over when they could've helped them just for giggles or because they don't know how to get along well with others.
LIARS. I fricking hate liars. I pretty much never lie and to see someone blatantly have such low moral standing as to lie about just EVERYTHING for no apparent reason is frustrating to me. I understand white lies, but those who lie just for self gain and screw other people over in the process infuriate me.
I'm tired of designer brand bitches acting like they're better than me because I work at JCPenney and not Macy's or Nordstroms. Srsly, while your paying $200 for a pair of jeans, I'm getting them for $20, if that (with coupons the other day I got a pair for less than $3). They do the job just as well and are just as cute. I mean I like the designer stuff too, but on certain things it's just not practical. Why have one pair of pants when I could have ten for the same price? I'm also tired of people looking at me weird because of the way I dress. I get it, if the majority of people I'm around are older than me, I'm definitely the odd one out with my pink skinny jeans, but you have to remember, I'm twenty years old! I know I'm very driven for a twenty year old, and have accomplished quite a bit for someone my age (compared to the many people my age still trying to figure out what to do with their lives), but it doesn't change the fact that I'm barely not a teenager, and this is how a lot of twenty year olds dress. If it's not a time in which I'm needing to be seen as a professional, like when I'm at work or when I'm seeing patients, I don't see why I can't enjoy being young enough to get away with dressing weird. I want to enjoy being this age while I can, because in a few years I'm going to have to start wearing nicer things to get by in life. I see nothing wrong with me dressing this way and no reason to be snobbed for it.
I'm sick of people acting like total bitches without caring that other people have shit going on in their lives too. I've been in two car accidents in the past month and my back is killing me. I think my ankle is sprained. I've missed a ton of school and idk how I'm ever gonna make it up. I've been sick twice this term. Not to mention my parents are getting a divorce and other shit drama there that I won't even post here or discuss. I've had like 6 patient cancellations I've had to try desperately hard to fill or take a points deduction for (thank you to the classmates who helped me out on this one). If my patients don't all fit into my schedule perfectly my grade will take a major hit. Because of all this shit I feel like I'm losing control over schoolwork for the first time in my LIFE. I've never not been on top of things. I can't sleep because I can't find a comfortable position with my back and because whenever I do get to sleep I wake up with a panic attack because of school. I've worked hard for 8 years, sacrificed a lot (I rarely see my friends), and to have all this not in control freaks me out. To have people be total jerks on top of all of this is just uncalled for. I don't understand why it's so hard for some people to be nice. You don't know what other people's circumstances are so you should always treat people with respect. It takes soooo much less effort to just be nice to people than it is to clean up the mess you've made by being a bitch. Plus this is the first time in my life where I'm actually trying to be social with other people, and to have people act this way is just frustrating. It doesn't make me want to socialize with you when you're acting like you're better than me the entire time we're talking, or talk shit about me as soon as I walk away. I'm just done with this. I've done nothing but be nice, and yet you still have to find reasons to be totally rude to me. Now I'll probably get to hear about what a bitch I am for even writing this. I mean I'm sure I sound like a bitch here, but remember, this is a few years of frustration spewed out onto one page. I'm really not that unreasonable. If you have a problem with me, bring it up (politely) and we shall fix it, and I'll totally have respect for you for doing so. It takes a lot to be the kind of person who is upfront and real with people and I applaud those who do. I'm just so fed up with people who can't be real with people.
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